In the recent light of MH 370, I have been hearing on how the plane mysteriously disappeared and much speculation was given that the plane was hijacked, crashed or perhaps being parked somewhere remote due to terrorist demands. However, after nearly 2 weeks, it is declared that the plane had crashed into the Southern Indian Ocean. Relatives, friends and family members on that doomed flight reacted to the final news in rage and were left in anguish with despair. That I led me to think, what if I had been on that flight? How would people and family members react?
I, for one, doesn't have any insurance plans to 'give' any payout to any beneficiaries, neither, do I much assets to my name. So that is good in certain ways that nobody will fight for my monetary assets or wonder how to settle my bank accounts. (Rather, they would be left to think how to settle my credit card bills...)
Secondly, to certain people that have misunderstood me to be a bitch or a nasty person would celebrate my death with a bottle of vintage wine or champagne. I admit that I am not exactly an angel to certain people who crossed my life and happen to have 'stepped onto my toes', in fact, I have been pretty much hard on such people.
Thirdly, my parents would probably grieve the worst (duh), but finally, my mum would start wondering who is going to pay for the Condominium's maintenance fees, air-con maintenance fees and who will be giving her the monthly household expenses to cushion household bills. My dad would probably get over the grief by karaoke-ing, drinking and avoid going home before 11pm, so as to avoid clashing with my mother over financial issues.
Fourthly, my close relatives would remember me as the defiant daughter of my parents, who actually dotes on them in my own ways. They would also remember me as the stubborn niece that would pursue my own life journey at my own pace: career, studies, love-life and stand firm on my own beliefs. My close aunts would remember me by my caring personality to help those in need, at the expense of my own benefits.
Fifthly, my fiance will apply my 'After Death Wishlist' on my behalf. I am not sure how he would cope although he did say that he wouldn't find anyone after me... (Of course, he would say that he won't find anyone else after me, but God knows, how true it would be...) Maybe if he met another female who treats him well and as good as I treat him, he may change his mind of remaining single for life.
Lastly, for my close friends, I am not sure how they would cope as only one person under that category replied that she will remember me as a Fish & Chips lover. The rest of those friends in that category did not comment...
Either way, if I died, I wouldn't also be able to react to any emotions or any form of reactions from other people and seriously, by then, I would be much bothered how they cope with the news of my death. All I hope for is that my religion would not be wrong and I would be able to go Heaven to reunite with my late grandmother and enjoy the peace, serenity as promised by my God.
If that eventful day of my death comes, I hope it would be swift and painless...
