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Sunday, October 12, 2014

Letter To Granny

Ah Ma,
Since you been gone, lots of things has happened in the family and some changes in my life for the better has also occurred. I know whatever that has happened to me is probably part of your works and I thank you for it. I thank you for helping me break free from the silent misery that I was going through and also leading me to my brand new life as a much happier and stronger person.
I have attained my degree, just like you have always wanted me to achieve. I also have found someone new since then and is about to embark on a new journey with him soon. I have brought him to 'meet' you a few times and hope for your blessings up in heaven. May this be the man that you have chosen for me to walk with me down the path of my remaining life.
There won't be any big celebrations for our union as I know mummy doesn't agree on him due to his financial background, looks and education background.
Although, haven't been around physically to witness all the changes and trials that I have been put through, but I am pretty sure you were there with me, in spirit, cheering me on and accompanying me through my joys and pains. I hope you continue staying by my side until it is time for your reincarnation or until I see you again in Heaven.
I do miss your presence and that is also the partially why I have been skipping CNY  celebrations with the family. It is never gonna be the same without you. The feel isn't there for me. No more reunions with you over steamboat on CNY eve, no more visitations with vegetarian lunch on CNY day prepared by you, no more seeing you play with the other grandchildren and chatting with us.
I am sure Fiona and Cheryl also feels the same way as I do. The three of us were brought up by you, from young being at your place before or after school and during school holidays. Thus, we missed you presence the most.
I have not stepped back to Jurong since your demise as I know that I would feel empty and may start crying again due to all the memories of you.
I hope you are at a better place, free from all the pain and sufferings and leading a good afterlife.
Till we meet again... In the meantime, please continue to bless the family and all your grandchildren, including future great grandchildren with health and happiness.
Thank you.

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