像天堂的懸崖

你留的感動 你留的感傷
都一起打包 都寄給遺忘
整潔的房間 寬了一半的床
單身的牙刷 像低頭在想

多真心的給予 多貼心的迴響
是什麼腐蝕你給我的夢想
靠一點點美好 撐長長的迷惘
終究會走到 得分岔的地方

別給我像是天堂的懸崖
別逼我跳下無底的傷懷
不再幻想 你的花海
有一支薔薇能夠享受唯一寵愛

別給我像是天堂的懸崖
別推我到會後悔的未來
最怕夜裡 浪漫燈海
你不斷點煙我看窗外沒有對白

時間在趕路 回憶在擺盪
音樂在流淚 歌詞在療傷
腦袋夠懂事 但內心不長大
復原才很難 情緒才複雜

多醉心的擁吻 多開心的凝望
是什麼搶奪 你給我的太陽
用淡淡的祈禱 撐濃濃的絕望
憑什麼逃離 像影子的悲傷

別給我像是天堂的懸崖
別逼我跳下無底的傷懷
不再幻想 你的花海
有一支薔薇能夠享受唯一寵愛

別給我像是天堂的懸崖
別推我到會後悔的未來
最怕夜裡 浪漫燈海
你不斷點煙我看窗外沒有對白

最難耐 的傷害 是不放 又不愛


Can April whisk by so that I skip the memories of your birthday and the 'anniversary' that marked the end of our marriage? Actually, frankly, until today, I still haunted by your hurt and ultimate words that crushed my world. You brought me the highest heaven and deepest depth of hell throughout my 12 years with you...

Many people has told me to move on into my new world and leave my old memories behind. However, until they went through what I had went through and can carry out whatever crap they preach, then will I follow their advice. All I can say is time is the answer to everything in life, including lessening the pain of wounds. Wounds may heal but scars will always remain and I will forever carry the scars with me for the rest of my life. 

I believe that you perhaps have also started living your life well without me. So have I. I have a brand new world, in a brand new relationship, experiencing life in a new aspect as well as different viewpoint on certain principles. Carry on your life without me (I am sure you would anyway) and I will carry on mine. 

Have a Happy 35th Birthday, you are now qualified to buy your own flat and start earning 'rental' like how you always had planned. God bless your road in life.