There isn't any Christmas mood this year as my life is in a mess now. Messy in a good and bad way.
Good way:
I am busy preparing for my wedding photoshoot on Christmas day itself and hence, the start of Manicure, Pedicure, Facial Masking, Sea Salt Exfoliation and Shaving of unwanted hair would be left on 24th.
I am also packing up my room, preparing for the upcoming move to my new love-nest coming end Jan or early Feb 2015. Imagine the amount of stuff I have to pack and donate out to the Salvation Army.
Bad:
My parents are starting to find fault with me for not informing my fiance's parents on my status of being a divorcee and for intending to hide this from them. It got so bad that I had a major argument with my dad, who in turn is giving me the cold war and probably intending to not be one of the witnesses for the ROM. My mum is obviously on his side (as usual), afterall she is the one who wanted my dad to talk to me about this issue.
Another thing is financially I am nearly drained with all the payments for the wedding as well as house preparations.
Oh well, all the sacrifices I always make in name of love. Hopefully this time round, my love life and marriage would be a successful one. I am not looking for perfection but simple bliss and comfort with basic necessities met.
Literally 4 months before my ROM. Just hope no more hiccups or drastic changes again. Seriously don't understand why my life has to be full of downfalls and failures in the past 5-6 years? Never had the liberty to enjoy few months of peacefulness at one shot.
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