Uncertain Future

How do I reassure myself that I won't make the same mistake of trusting the wrong guy again?
How can I tell myself that history won't repeat itself in the future?
How can I promise myself that I won't get myself into the same predicament as I was before?
How do I encourage myself to take the risk and walk.into marriage again?
How do I reinforce myself that I would be truly happy and blissful under his care forever?
How do I show myself evidence of his love, care and concern for me is genuine?
How do I assure myself that this bliss I am experiencing will be everlasting?
How do I challenge myself to take this step of being someone's wife again?
How do I build my own confidence in him that he won't change after marriage like that previous jerk?
How do I shake off all these bad memories and overlook the scars that I suffered in the past?

I walked away from a disastrous marriage in April 2012 and wonder if is it too soon for me to step into another potential marriage?
I battled nearly a month of agony facing impending divorce and survived with scars that remind myself of what I had to go through to be who I am and where I am now.  Am I ready to entrust my happiness to another guy?
I gave myself a brand new brave start last year to end up walking into a potential marriage that my parents would furiously object. (Anyway, when have they ever approved any boyfriends of mine...)

3 weeks more to the first year anniversary of the relationship. How time flies? Although this relationship is only 1 year old, I feel very much connected and comfortable with him. It seems like I know him for more than an year.

I have never been lucky in my love life. Hopefully, this time it will be an exception to end all those curses of failed relationship and marriage. Amen.