Today is the day I submit my long due resignation letter. I didn't submit it personally to my nursing manager as I felt that I wouldn't have the courage or heart to witness her reaction. Although, it was never a secret to her that I was planning to leave but I still think the resignation would come as a surprise.
I just left the resignation letter on her table for her to discover it later today.
I had thought that I would experience a sense of happiness after submission of the resignation letter but instead, a sense of mixed emotions overwhelmed me: relieve yet sad, happiness yet reluctance, satisfaction yet anger.
So guess this is it! I am finally doing what I had planned, to start my life anew with another organisation, where no one knows that I am a divorcee and where no one knows my dark, hidden secrets. Starting in new workplace, where I would I start life afresh and hopefully succeed in my dreams of being an educator to my juniors, team player to my colleagues, advocate and advisor to my patients.
I wouldn't be saying where I am heading to on this blog as I want to play safe, just in case my ex-husband still reads this blog. I don't wish him to disrupt my future plans and new life. But I have done as 'promised' to him, to start a better new life without him, to move on to a more blissful future without him.
May God bless this new future and new career that I am seeking. Amen.
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