Mixed Personality Me

I may look confident on the outside but inside, I am insecure.
I may look strong on the outside but inside, I am vulnerable.
I may seem to care-less of the world that revolves around me but, I am one person who reads deeply into everyone or everything.
I may seen not to be haunted by my setbacks but, actually I am bothered by my own past.
I may seem nonchalant about what others think of me but, in fact, I am self conscious of what people gossip about me.
I can be happy but deep down be bothered.
I can be seen quiet at times but actually I am deep in thoughts.
I am easily affected by my own emotions.
I may seem to get over matters fast and forgive people easily but in reality, I am petty and bear grudges hoping for karma to hit you in the face while I sit down and watch you suffer or writher in pain.
I may have gotten over certains matters but in real life, I have used my own downfalls as life lessons.
This is me. This is Amelia. This is my life.  This is my complicated personality.  This is me, multi-faced dealing what life throws at me.