Dreaded April Is Here

The next 2 weeks of April is what I am dreading. The 2 dates that I don't wish to go through but have to. WTF!

8 April: Reminder of his birthday.

13 April: My 'start of divorce path ' anniversary

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The only date that brings slightly more joy.
14 April: My bf's birthday...

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April  please pass quickly so that I could start with May and start looking forward for my birthday trip overseas with my bf, as well as KIV with my 'sister' cum close friend, who may join me for our birthday celebration.
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Right from the start
You were a thief
You stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty (it is foolishness on my part for thinking that I could let my guard down and allow you to see my negative points and everything about me)
And with every touch you fixed them

Now you've been talking in your sleep,
Things you never say to me,
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love (not to forget telling me that you have tolerated of my 'unreasonable behavior' enough and how you can't forget & forgive that I almost chose another guy over you.)

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
(too bad, as your heart/love died, my love towards you unknowingly died too)
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts (yes, you scarred me real bad)
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again (I did, I fell in love with someone else more worthy of my heart)