Songs Edited To My Feelings

We clawed, we chained, our hearts in vain
We jumped, never asking why
We kissed, I fell under your spell
A love no one could deny

Don't you ever say I just walked away
I had always wanted you
But I can't live a lie, running for my life
I had always wanted you
I came in like a rainbow
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me

I put you high up in the sky
And now, you're not coming down
It slowly turned, you let me burn
And now, we're ashes on the ground
Don't you ever say I just walked away

Yeah, I just closed my eyes and swung
Left me crashing in a blazing fall
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me

I never meant to start a war
I just wanted you to let me in
And instead of using force
I guess I should've let you win
Now you have won and lost me
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I used to bite my tongue and hold my breath
Scared to rock the boat and make a mess
So I sat quietly, agreed politely
I guess that I forgot I had a choice

I let you push me past the breaking point
I stood for nothing, so I fell for everything
You held me down, but I got up
Already brushing off the dust
You hear my voice, you hear that sound
Like thunder gonna shake the ground
You held me down, but I got up
Get ready cause I’ve had enough
I see it all, I see it now
I got the eye of the tiger, a fighter, dancing through the fire
Cause I am a champion and you’re gonna hear me roar
Louder, louder than a lion
Cause I am a champion and you’re gonna hear me roar
You’re gonna hear me roar

Now I’m floating like a butterfly
Stinging like a bee I earned my stripes
I went from zero, to my own hero
You held me down, but I got up
Already brushing off the dust
You hear my voice, you hear that sound
Like thunder gonna shake the ground
You held me down, but I got up
Get ready ’cause I’ve had enough
I see it all, I see it now
I moved on and survived pretty well without you
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It is sad to realize that you thought that I would never find someone better than you and I did.
You must be banging your head on the wall in frustration knowing that I am still very much alive without you.
You should be totally blaming yourself for your high-egoistic pride getting in the way in any reconciliation and for letting me go.

I, on the other hand, am glad with my life, my freedom and my frequent travelling trips whenever free...
I must thank you for pushing me away and making me lose patience in you. Without your force to end the dreadful marriage, I wouldn't be experience the current joys as well as wonderful peaceful relationship that I am currently in.
I am truly grateful for your 'wake-up call' to make me realized that what a jerk and failure you are as a human, as a man and what a useless husband you make.
And... nope, I don't hate you as much as I did when we first ended the marriage, in fact, I feel that you have taught me a lesson to see what kind of shit you have given me and the number of lies that you have presented to me.

Another thing: for goodness sake, please be a man of your words and change your phone number. It has been a damnt bloody year since you have proclaimed that you want to move on and change your mobile number...