Into JB Again

Last minute today, bf's mum, bf and me decided to go into J.B for some shopping. Thankfully bf and I had brought along our passport with us as we intended to book tour for May holiday,
Shopped at Tesco, which was a mega big mall to shop!  We had a great time shpopping around and bought lots of stuff, including a pair of couple t-shirt-shirts that we chanced upon. Spent about 200 RM for the afternoon.
As we were on our way back to Singapore, we got stuck in a massive jam. It got me thinking about Jeff: how I used to dislike him travelling to JB or overseas with his friends and how I used to give him thousand and one reasons not to go. Now I am enjoying myself travelling out of Singapore nearly every 2-3 months.
This thought has made me realized that I had never hated going overseas but it is the thought of Jeff choosing to go overseas with his guy friends instead of me that made me unhappy or should I say enviously jealous. I  also realized the reason for my unhappiness stemmed from my lack of trust in him, afteral, our relationship deteriorated quite badly over the last few years, especially after our marriage.  He did nothing significant to regain or rebuild that trust.
Anyway, it is all over and I have found a travelling buddy, who doesnt mind going overseas with me every few months once. What matters most is that we are enjoying each others' company even in Singapore. Travelling together just strengthens our bond.
Tomorrow evening, we will be booking our holiday to Bail in May for my birthday. So in another two months, I would be travelling yet again.
Life is definitely good without Jeff or should I say, life is definitely great with a man that tries to build and maintain a stable relatioship.   :)