Back 2 Reality

Returning back to reality tomorrow, in time for Valentine's Day celebration. However, I wouldn't be celebrating it on the 14th 'cause my bf has to work his afternoon duty on that day. I also doubt he would know how to celebrate it. Anyway, if he is sincere and sweet towards me EVERYDAY, what difference does it make if I do celebrate V.day or not, it is V.day for me everyday! Heehee...

I guess I have learnt to look beyond those flowers or sweet gifts and judge a man by his practical actions.
I rather have a man who shows me that I am in his heart at all times, rather than a man showers me with gifts and flowers frequently but his heart doesn't priortise me as first priority in his life.
I rather have a man who uses his sincere action to shows me that he truly love me for who I am, accepts me for my past, present and future, rather than a man who expects me to be his subordinate and serve him endlessly due to his unforgiveness and petty mindset for my past.
I rather have a man proves to me that he appreciates me for all that I am and have done for him, rather than a man who thinks my sacrifices are mandatory, out of my free-will and 'nothing to claim credit' for.

I want a simple love life. I don't need one whereby I have to live in fear of saying the wrong thing or doing playful actions that is misinterpreted into violent behaviour.
I want a peaceful love life. I don't need one whereby I can communicate with my bf/fiance/husband without any raising of voice and still be able to problem-solve or come to a common agreement maturely.
I want a committed love life. I don't need one whereby there is lack of trust and no efforts made to affirm our commitment to each another. I don't need one whereby I am not sure what he is up to and how he is getting along with his daily life.
I just pray for peace, simplicity and a love life based on trust, mutual respect and ample communication...