Off to a secret location during CNY. Excited but yet moody. This is the second time in my life to '避年', the first time was last year due to the bereavement of my granny in 2011. This year is due to the lack of interest to meeting and explaining myself to nosy relatives on my divorce issues and how my life has been post divorce.
I would be accompanied by my boyfriend during this period of being away during CNY. He has volunteered to be with me so that I wouldn't feel so lonely and alienated during this festive season... (How sweet of him!)
I really hope that this would be the last time I would need to '避年' as I wish to resume to normal CNY celebrations in 2014. Hopefully my 2014 CNY would be spent having him beside me during visitations and enjoying family gathering with him. It has been a long long long while since I truly enjoyed CNY visitations without having a partner who would restrict my time spent with relatives and instead enjoy family interaction time along side with me....
Really miss those days of CNY being enjoyed with my granny. Reunions at her place and eating lunch with her on the first day of CNY.
Wonder what 2013 will bring me. According to predictions, I '犯太岁' and thus, this year wouldn't be smooth sailing or a good one for me. Let's just see what will happen next for me. (Like as if 2012 wasn't a bad enough year for me. Haiz...)
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