As I submit my last assignment for degree tonight, I feel a sense of relief yet a sense of uncertainty that I would pass this semester smoothly. Uncertain about passing this semester not because of low self esteem but rather because I know that I have been very slip shot this semester with my school work. For the last 3 months, I have lost my 'fire' and 'ommph' to complete my studies. I totally feel so tired striving for this degree. Suddenly, this degree seems so difficult to attain that I feel like giving up, coupled with lecturers who doesn't seem to know what they are teaching makes this semester all the more difficult to study and keep up.
Anyhow, I just hope to scrap through this last semester and get my degree on hand by next year January...
Tomorrow, 10th Dec 2012, also marks the first year without my beloved granny. 1st death anniversary... One year has passed since and so much changes have happened in my life. 365 days without her physical presence but I know spiritually she has walked me through the major changes in my life for the past year. It wasn't easy coping with her death, studies and marital issues but I survived! Guess what the bible says is right: God wouldn't give me things that I wouldn't be able to handle. But I just wish He didn't think so highly of me...
Hope to get good news when I recieve my results slip next year January... God bless my results...
About Me
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- Just the blunt and honest me. Just someone who needs to air her inner most feelings and thoughts. Just a female who suffers from a crazy life journey, with lots of ups and down in her life. Just another moronic human being who wishes for peace and serenity in life one day.
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