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Saturday, June 9, 2012

No Me Ames (Part 2)

Dear Mr J.Ng,
I met you today to collect back some of my stuff from you. I couldn't help but to notice that you are thinner, looking ill, coughing away badly and seemed to be quite badly ill.
While heeding your advise to search your room thoroughly to check if I had missed out anything else to bring back, I came across that you are still keeping our wedding photos, wedding album and wedding band in your cupboard.
However, you were persistently trying to show me that you didn't want me bothering you and you even hinted that you won't want to see me again unless necessary.

While listening to this song, No Me Ames, it kept me wondering that could you be down with some life-threatening illness or could you be suffering from some terminal illness like cancer, so in order to minimize my suffering, u r divorcing me and forcing me to leave you?
Bring trained as a nurse and with my observation skills, I feel that you have been coughing for too long.
13 April: You were coughing the night we argued.
A month ago: Before leaving my departure to Melbourne, you were still coughing
3 weeks ago: When I was back from Melbourne and the day we talked on the phone with regards to meeting your lawyer, you were also coughing away.
Today: You are coughing as badly.

Mr J.Ng, perhaps I am thinking too highly of you and maybe, maybe I am thinking too much into things...

Anyway, you do take care, wouldn't want to see you appear in the obituary page 6 months or a year from now. If you really think by forcing me away during your illness, would make me happier, then, you are wrong. I would be more angry with you to find out that you have misjudged me and the covenant of our marriage.

Regards,
Me.

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