I remember a close friend, who had once asked me why I do have this habit of taking self pictures and posting online. At that moment, I answered her that probably it is due to a self-security issue.
Today, as I reflected on my pictures online, the reason for my narcissistic personality came into my mind.
I am narcissistic 'cause:
- yes, I love myself
- no, I don't think myself as pretty, just photogenic
- it reflects my true personality of self centredness
- it reflects my own mindset that I am actually a very selfish person, who only puts my own happiness and benefits in first priority before others
- it reflects my own need for appreciation from others and compensates the sense of insecurity I have been having after so much downfalls in my life
- it acts as a shield for my self-confidence
- it compensates for my weak and fragile personality
- it helps me to feel better about myself
- lastly, it proves to be healing for my broken heart
About Me
- Mint + Bitter Chocolate = Heaven
- Just the blunt and honest me. Just someone who needs to air her inner most feelings and thoughts. Just a female who suffers from a crazy life journey, with lots of ups and down in her life. Just another moronic human being who wishes for peace and serenity in life one day.
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