Flying Away In 17 Days

I need a breather from my complicated life.
I need some time to re-consider my options.
I need to take a step back to see how much I still mean to you but since u have already removed your wedding band, in my eyes, u are near hopeless.
I need some space to evaluate how worthy you are of me and my future.
I need to some practical actions rather than just talking.

After 15 May 2012 and u will know if you are fit enough for me and my future. In the meanwhile, I just pray for you to be more matured, more decisive, more humane, less heartless and mostly importantly, I pray that God would be able to allow me to forgive you for all those hurts and grieve you have caused me over the years. To forgive you as a person who has erred and not as my husband.

By the way, I won't even expect you to know that I am overseas during that period of time to come, because I know you won't care even if I am dead or alive. That is just you! The world means nothing to you at all, 'cause in your eyes, 你目中无人...