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Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Letting Her Go...

Dear Lord,
It really pains me to see my granny suffering and deteriorating each time I go visit her. She is getting worst weekly...

This week her limbs are swelling up and lymphatic fluid leaking out of her skin pores. Her legs are so swollen that she is having difficulties walking around and she is getting so weak that she even needs help sitting up on the bed from a lying position...
God, why do you make her suffer in such a way? Why can't u take her away without much sufferings? Although I would miss her but I rather u take her away with you to Heaven soon. I can't bear to see her in such sad state...
What wrong has she done that you want her to suffer in such a way? Why do you not answer my desperate prayers? From prayers for my marriage, to prayers for my granny, why do you not answer them? I am ready to let her go into your hands, I know I would lose her to you someday, but must u let suffer so much before you take her away to paradise?

Please, take her with you soon. Don't let her suffer any longer. Don't allow her to be such dreadful state. Don't allow her to deteriorate worst before you guide her into paradise. Don't make her journey to heaven to be so difficult. Please. I beg you. Amen.

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