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Sunday, May 1, 2011

Mixed Emo-ness

Ever woke up to feeling a mixture of overwhelming emotions? Woke up feeling pissed, angry, frustrated, upset, irritated and depressed with your own pathetic life? Woke up just wanting to ventilate all these emotions? Woke up with all these mixed emotions but not sure where and why you are experiencing them?

This is how I felt today after waking up. Feeling a sense of surging anger and frustration, mixed with sadness and depressive thoughts on how pathetic my life is, feeling irritated with life itself and with my husband who had not created any mistakes. Why am I feeling this way? I do not know. All I know is that I need to ventilate it out. So I did, now my husband and I are having cold war. Pride has prevented me to admitting the way I feel and telling him that I woke up with such overwhelming mixture of emotions.

Just so pissed with everything around me! Just so angry that my husband can't be understanding enough to just give in to me! Just so irritated that he doesn't even bother about how I feel! Just so upset with my life!

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