Already blogged on how I hated September and now one more list to be added on why I am so going hate this year's September. Yes, had a major argument with my husband and we are kiv going to opt for a divorce.
It is my fault too... Don't wish to blog furthur about what a major disaster error I had committed but definitely not adultery... Just too upset and mad at myself to speak or mention it for now... (read the previous post to get a rough idea.)
I so hate September 2008. In fact, I am starting to hate 2008. Every month has not been a happy month for me. Every month this year has/had something bad happened. Haiz...
Now I am left dangling aimless, uncertain of what my future holds for my marriage. I feel like a criminal awaiting the sentence of the judge after I had pleaded guilty for the crime that I had committed. That feeling total sucks big time!
Guess I ain't that heartless as I thought afterall. Guess I still do have some feelings for him afterall. Guess I am still this woman in love with him afterall. No wonder someone once said to me that 'love can make you and it can also break you'... Yes, I am not too shy to admit, I have been broken and shatter into piece just by love itself. I am a victim to the cruelty of love.
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- Just the blunt and honest me. Just someone who needs to air her inner most feelings and thoughts. Just a female who suffers from a crazy life journey, with lots of ups and down in her life. Just another moronic human being who wishes for peace and serenity in life one day.
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