Trapped

Our love died on the same day as He has died.
Hopefully, our love will rise again on the same day as He has rose from the cross.

I ain't as strong as I had imagined.
He aint't as weak as I had thought.

His personal issue has to be resolved and it aint as easy as I thought it to be.
One day the issue is not resolved, one more day of pain for me.

Love is just so painful.
That is why they say God's love is always very great and worthy of our respect.

God's love is just so unbelieveable.
He accepts our mistakes, forgives us, put our mistakes aside, never to use it as a defense for Himself to hurt us furthur.

I need His love and His mercy.
Yet, I have my own difficulties accepting His love.
I am such a failure...

I can only pray for the best in my marriage.
Hope He can grant me my prayers and let me happy once again...