Snipped off my long lock of hair yesterday. Found it useless to keep my long hair anyway as I am not going to be anywhere being a beautiful bride anytime soon. This year 10 May 2008 would be equally painful as 10 May 2009.
All dreams and hopes are dashed...
Thought of flying away from the dreaded 10 May 2008, don't wish to be reminded what that date was supposed mean for me. Don't wish to remember that date. Don't want that date to come by but it has to come so that it would over. Want to spend 10 May 2008 overseas... May want to go over to Melbourne to spend it with my 'sister' but yet don't wish to be a light-bulb as 10 May would be her bf's birthday... Perhaps, I would go somewhere else alone. Doubt that he would be going with me anyway.
I am living like a zombie for the past 2 weeks, tortured mentally and being so emotionally vulnerable. I hate this depressive state but can't help it. I am just so upset and feel so hopeless...
About Me
- Mint + Bitter Chocolate = Heaven
- Just the blunt and honest me. Just someone who needs to air her inner most feelings and thoughts. Just a female who suffers from a crazy life journey, with lots of ups and down in her life. Just another moronic human being who wishes for peace and serenity in life one day.
1 comment:
hmmm... if u want to come melbourne, why not? don't be afraid of being a light bulb or whatever cuz it's his bday... why? cuz 1) i dunno if he'll be around at that time (yet) cuz he might go back sg... 2) even if he's here, we shld be celebrating in big groups not just the 2 of us... so no one is anyone's light bulb.
the only problem is accommodation, unless u don't mind having paid accommodation... but don't sound so depressed, something will come up in time.
be strong ok! take care of urself! =)
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