Taken For A Fool

Today I realized that you had always taken my opinions and advices lightly.
Today I realized that I was never viewed as sensible by you.
Today I realized that I was always misunderstood by you as a fool.
Today I realized that I was never taken seriously by you.
Today I realized that you probably regretted leaving me and for taking me as a person as well as my mental analytical skills lightly.

Indeed. I have always been smarter than you, able to analyze things more in depth than you and give a more sound advice than you ever know. Come to think of it, if there was no me in your life, you won't have the life u have now. If there wasn't me to encourage you, motivate you, cheer you on and helped you through difficult times, you would just be a nobody. The sin is on you for leaving once you had a better life. The retribution would be yours for betraying me. Karma will catch up with you for being such a ungrateful jerk.

Thankfully the world is ruled with law and I am still afterall bounded by my own strict enforcement of principles of life, otherwise, you would be long harmed physically and wounded in your pride.

I may have forgiven you as a human who erred but not forgotten whatever you have done to me. No amount of apology from you will be able to wash away the hatred I have for you. If I have to go to hell, I won't hesitate to drag you along to burn with me.

Although, I am married now to someone who is much better than you, and to a man, who treasures my talent, brains and accept all flaws of my personality, I still feel that you have failed me and will never be able to compensate for all the hurt you have put me through. Despite having a happier life now without you, it doesn't make me despise you any less.

You better pray that I do not see you ever in my life again... I never wish to cross paths with you ever again. Whatever I owe you, has long been returned to you. Now it is you who owe me a lifetime full of un-repayable debts.