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Saturday, April 11, 2015

Haunting Nightmare

Reminder of the fear of stepping into re-marriage that lives in me.
Reminder of how my past failure still is etched in my memory.
Reminder of how the past abusive experiences I have had has never healed the wounds left in my heart.
Reminder to be viligant to monitor my future happiness post marriage.
Reminder that men might have a tendency to change their attitude and behaviour post marriage.

Woke up in tears last night only to be consoled by my fiance.
Woke up in fear of being physically, emotionally and mentally abusend again.
Woke up trembling, bad shaken by my nightmare.

Looks like I still do bear the scars from my past. I am forever scarred... All thanks to Mr Jeff Ng.

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