28th April, the beginning of another chapter of my life. It is funny that I am not the least excited about that day. Instead, I have been having interrupted sleep nightly worrying about history repeating itself. I have also been waking up in the middle of the night due to nightmares.
8 Days to go before I step into married life again. This time round, I am marrying a guy who loves me more than I do, a guy who understands my past, a guy who doesn't mind my bad tempered days, a guy who doesn't bother whether I am with or without makeup or whether my hair is styled or not, a guy who tries hard to be the good husband to the best of his knowledge and lastly, a guy who is willing to devote his life to loving me faithfully.
Do I feel blessed? Frankly, I do feel blessed that God had brought our paths together and allowed us to meet one another. It is just a pity that we didn't meet sooner and I had to go through much crap before meeting him, otherwise I would have been more fair towards him in the sense of loving him as much as he loves me.
Just hope this time, this marriage will work out until death do us apart...
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