These few weeks, there has been lots of work-related thoughts on my mind. Some being random and some stemming from my prolonged unhappiness being taken out of my comfort zone 2 years ago.
I am also unsure how to put it across to my supervisor all my jumbled up thoughts in a coherent way so that she could understand all my frustrations, unhappiness and yet voice out my utmost admiration I have for her tolerance and kindness towards me.
In fact, I have been avoiding work since she came back from her 3 weeks long leave from China and Taiwan. My absenteeism rate is high. I have only gone to work 3-4 days in 2 weeks... I know that it is unacceptable but during those 3-4 days, I literally display signs of dreading to go to work badly.
I know I need to speak to my supervisor soon. If this goes on, it would be unhealthy for my mental status too as well as health.
But first, I need to sort out on how to phrase and speak out those jumbled up thoughts in my mind so that she wouldn't think I am starting to lose myself and my mind, because even I can't really sort out how to speak those thoughts in a organized manner at this moment.
Maybe, just maybe, I am really suffering from some form of mental illness... :X
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- Just the blunt and honest me. Just someone who needs to air her inner most feelings and thoughts. Just a female who suffers from a crazy life journey, with lots of ups and down in her life. Just another moronic human being who wishes for peace and serenity in life one day.
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