I am your future self.
Firstly, I would like to send my regards and congrats to you that you have just graduated to be a full-fledged Registered Nurse, your childhood ambition since when you were 6 years old. It was quite a rough 3 years in Nursing course and you have finally gotten your Diploma. Well done to you! Don't ever let that passion of being a good nurse put out your fire. You would meet many nasty Nurse Managers and Higher Management in Nursing that would be your wet blanket. You would suffer from burnt out. You would question your decision to be nurse but ultimately, you would still prevail to be a good nurse one day. You would also realize your value of having the medical knowledge to advice, care and comfort your parents and beloved paternal grandmother in her times of sickness. Your mum would finally see the greatness that you are as a nurse in the family. You would be a blessing to those who appreciate your nursing skills, knowledge and expertise to remain calm in times of medical crisis. You would go on to be an Oncology Nurse with an advance diploma and finally a Bachelor of Science (Nursing). Nursing would be the path you don't regret ever stepping into.
Secondly, at your tender age of 20, the world is your oyster. However, your heart is still unsettled. You will meet different guys who would flirt with you, court you and present themselves to be the best guy for you. Keep your heart open. The one who are currently with, will one day break your heart. He will break all his promises as well as vows made to you. He would be good for you for another few years before he gradually changed into a man whom you wouldn't enjoy being with. Don't commit your future on him, he will end up being your deepest sadness and leave you scarred. Be brave and don't commit yourself solely on him. I know you love him a lot now and he will show himself worthy of you but he would mature into a guy that you wish that you never knew. You are still young and wild. Let your heart be free and don't tie yourself down so early.
Thirdly, you may be better exploring Nursing in Australia, like some of your course-mates. Who knows, you may like working with Caucasians? Embarking on a new life and journey may changes lots of your course of life as well as experiences to make you into a stronger woman. However, fate has it that you will be fall and get hurt real bad. That experience alone would mould you into a stronger woman for yourself at age 28, coming 29. You will learn to fend for yourself, bravely fighting for your own freedom and survive the stigma that society placed on you.
Lastly, at age 36, coming 37, you will learn to love yourself more than anything else in the world. You will become a woman, who goes through lots of ordeals as well as setbacks, only to be stronger in character, more stubborn to purse your own happiness, even more determine to treasure your freedom to do whatever you wish as long as it is righteous and morally legal.
Until we meet again. Stay safe during this SARs period and you will go on to fight the Coronavirus...
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