During the course of years after my divorce, I had a few people and even myself asking this question: what if one day our paths crossed again? What would I do or what would happen?
Well, on a logical basis, I would quote you, "we would ignore one another and pretend that we never knew one another. Strangers once again."
However, on a reality basis, I may not know you but I do myself, that one thing for sure, that would be that you to spark an array of emotions in me, ranging from anger to sympathy. Anger that stemmed from what had happened between us that made me on verge of reaching breaking point of almost making me less worthy and near suicidal. Anger that I had misjudged us to be happily married and anger that I had wasted much of my patience as well as time on you with hopes that we would regain back those days of love we once shared.
I would also have sympathy on you as you walk with a limp, hopefully not that obvious to the plain eye to notice. The more limp your gait is, the more I would pity you for the karma served on my behalf.
Although, our lives are separated and completed with someone else as we have remarried, I still do not wish to cross paths with you ever, especially not with my current husband and your new wife by our sides.
As my friend once said to me, if our fate has ended, we would never cross path again. I sincerely wish that to be true...
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