Hi God

Hi God & Jesus,
It is me.
I am writing to You once again. Do you know that since start of the Lunar Pig, every month You have been throwing lots of issues for me to settle? I may be strong but I am human still, and I do have my breaking point. I am afterall still a mortal, who has limits to how much I can tolerate and take in.
All the gossip kings are drowning me in their rumours and gossips about what they think, perceive and feel about me. Some baseless and coined due to their insecurities. I can't fight them directly due to their authority as well as position. Coupled with colleagues who are either too childish to handle feedbacks or not mentally stable to call the shots. Not to forget, the housing issues that have made my neighbour, her contractors and HDB involved when there isn't really an problem with my unit and flat. Plus, all health setback that you have put me through and now suffering in much pain with discomfort with my every movement, so much so that if I don't recover in time, I may have to consider a surgery to in order to be better.
Each time, I try to be strong, another obstacle or issues pops up to test my patience and willpower to go through 2019. I know that this year I have 烦太岁 but no need to be so harsh on me, please.
However, I must thank You for the supportive parents, husband and close friends that you have blessed me with throughout the past years, this year included. Of course, also appreciate You for letting me have nice in-laws who understands us and doesn't pressurize me and my husband in making decisions that we may regret. You let me undergo a divorce and in turn blessed me with a better husband than the previous guy.
I plead with you to please stop throwing me more things, my arms are pretty full and tired from carrying all the pressure of problems around me. Please let the rest of the year be more peaceful and a better environment for me.
I don't expect to witness karma on those who has harmed, hurt or done evil-doings to me, but I do hope You are keeping a record book and acting in justice on my behalf.
Currently too wounded physically and mentally to stand up and fight anymore.  Please stop all the challenges...
Thank you and Amen.