有一種悲傷留在我過往無法遺忘

有一種悲傷
是你的名字停留在我的過往
陪伴我呼吸
決定我微笑模樣
無法遺忘
有一種悲傷
是笑著與你分開
思念卻背對背張望
剩下倔強
剩下合照一張

Now that it is confirmed that we have both moved on to a new life without each other, wishing you have a more blissful marriage henceforth.

Now that it is evident that you have remarried, wishing you to be 比我们以前更幸福.

Although I still have constant reminders of what we used to be and used to have, 我会好好的过.

Although almost every corner of my daily life does bring about memories of us, I am reminded that without you, my life is much better.

But, you will always be a part of my pessimistic outlook and insecurity in life. You will always be the reason why I carry a pain in my heart.

As we start 2019 anew, I hope starting from 2019 onwards and knowing that we have both moved on well post-divorce, I would think of you less, releasing the deeply rooted feeling of unforgiveness that I have for you, as well as begin to attempt stop having evil-thoughts of witnessing your bad karma for everything you have put me through without an proper apology or satisfactory closure.