有一種悲傷留在我過往無法遺忘

有一種悲傷
是你的名字停留在我的過往
陪伴我呼吸
決定我微笑模樣
無法遺忘
有一種悲傷
是笑著與你分開
思念卻背對背張望
剩下倔強
剩下合照一張

Now that it is confirmed that we have both moved on to a new life without each other, wishing you have a more blissful marriage henceforth.

Now that it is evident that you have remarried, wishing you to be 比我们以前更幸福.

Although I still have constant reminders of what we used to be and used to have, 我会好好的过.

Although almost every corner of my daily life does bring about memories of us, I am reminded that without you, my life is much better.

But, you will always be a part of my pessimistic outlook and insecurity in life. You will always be the reason why I carry a pain in my heart.

As we start 2019 anew, I hope starting from 2019 onwards and knowing that we have both moved on well post-divorce, I would think of you less, releasing the deeply rooted feeling of unforgiveness that I have for you, as well as begin to attempt stop having evil-thoughts of witnessing your bad karma for everything you have put me through without an proper apology or satisfactory closure.

When Love is Gone and Replaced

愛都累了走了沒了
留下錐心的溫柔
除了它我什麼都沒有
當鋼琴在彈奏著
那麼應景的歌
我只聽見我哭了

夢都做了醒了散了
留下錐心的溫柔
你的吻餘溫都被沒收
好想緊緊抱著
卻是天涯之隔
錐心的溫柔瘋狂蔓延著

Perhaps our foundation wasn't build upon firmly. Neither was our love for each other strong enough to withstand the test of time, maturity and other avenues of interest.
Perhaps you just didn't understand the sanctity of a marriage and said your wedding vows for the sake of getting it over and done with, so that you could have your signature on the marriage certificate.
Perhaps we should have not progress on and be determined to get married when I went astray while you were at Taiwan. We should have broken off then.
Perhaps our lives would be better and we won't have wasted each others' youth, holding each other back from finding our own happiness.
Perhaps I should have more determined to let go of you, instead investing more feelings, commitments and love into our relationship.
Perhaps I should have left things the way it was and neglect whatever 面子 issues or gossips that I was worried about.

Either way, you have moved on your own way and I have too. You are preparing to get married again and I have already done so 3 years back. You have moved house and so have I. 我们互不相干了。