Filed. I'm Getting Married Again.

Please don't mistaken this post as an excited announcement... It should be but it isn't.

Lots has happened in this whole 2 months of my current life since Dec 2014 and it is still on-going. The stress of everything has boggled me down and filing for my marriage is just one small stone out of my heavy heart.

I have walked a long way to become where I am today. I have learnt to stop having high expectations of my life and from people around me. I have learnt that my own happiness should outweigh what others thinks or perceives. I have learnt that only I am answerable for my own goals, directions and decisions in life.

I have not sinned as a divorcee, much less was my previous marriage solely my fault, hence, I should leave behind my past and move on forward to a new chapter of happiness. I had done my best to salvage whatever possible to preserve my previous marriage, which perhaps wasn't enough or perhaps, it wasn't even significant enough in the eyes of my previous partner to keep his heart from straying away. I walked away from my previous marriage knowing that I had fulfilled whatever duties as his partner within my own capabilities, tolerance, perseverance and endurance. I have tried my best to fulfill the covenant of a marriage with a guy who didn't see it nor understand it, thus, I am not guilty of anything.

Now I am walking towards a new chapter in my life again, I am reopening my roles and duties as a wife. I would promise to try my best as a wife just like I did in my previous marriage. I would give this upcoming marriage all my heart without much reservations. However, I know I still bear the scars from the previous marriage. I just hope these previous scars wouldn't hinder me from all I need to do as a wife.

May this guy be a better husband for me... I know he would be. I guess that is suffice...