This ring would be presented to me in 2 months time.
Not sure how it would be present to me and unsure how I react to it. After a failed 12 years of relationship, consisting 6 years being married to the wrong guy, I am not sure I would take the leap of faith again and trust in marriage once more.
This current guy treats me definitely much better than my ex-husband and I guess I would be quite pampered by him. But what if history repeats itself?
As usual my parents are objecting to this current relationship as the guy isn't rich or well-qualified. However many friends and colleagues are positive that this current guy would bring much joy and happiness to me. Anyway, my ex-husband was well-qualified (in the end) and life was getting a bit 'richer', but what happened in the end? Still ended up in a divorce due to lack of love and intolerance to my natural mannerisms as well as behaviour or reaction to events. Evidences of poor communication and the inevitable divorce still occurred.
I understand that no woman would want to walk into a marriage thinking of an ultimate divorce unless she was hankering over the guy's wealth or benefits post-divorce. Naturally same for me. I didn't walk down the aisle to expect a divorce years later and I am glad that I managed to pick myself up within a short period of time. Thus, I hope and cross my fingers that I wouldn't have to deal with divorce again.
Guess, I will observe another 2 months before making that final decision when he chooses to propose to me in September. Can see his sincerity in planning for it. Can feel his genuineness in wanting to make me his wife. Can tell that this guy wouldn't tell me years later that he doesn't love me anymore or give me crappy excuse that he didn't know what he had signed for at ROM.
PS: this is a 2 carats diamond ring with 0.75 carat diamonds at each side, not some blue topaz ring.
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