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Just the blunt and honest me. Just someone who needs to air her inner most feelings and thoughts. Just a female who suffers from a crazy life journey, with lots of ups and down in her life. Just another moronic human being who wishes for peace and serenity in life one day.

Monday, May 27, 2013

Who am I?

Sometimes I wish that I could go back in time to amend some of my decisions made in life.
Sometimes I wish that I could understand what I am put on Earth to do so I can focus on finishing my task and go back to where I truly belong.
Sometimes I wish that I could foresee my own destiny and avoid any disaster that may potentially harm my own ego or pride or self-esteem.
Sometimes I wish that I had the strength to fight for what I believe in and have the persuasion power to convince my parents that I know what I am doing and willing to face whatever obstacles that may be placed in front of me. All I need is their love and support.
Sometimes I wish that God would work His miracles through me and bless my patients to recover when put under my care.
Sometimes I wish that time would stop in its steps to allow me to breathe and relax before throwing in another situation for me to settle.
Sometimes I wish that people will stop judging my decisions or my choices made or envying me for whom they think or perceive I am. I am not that perfect. I am not without scars. I am not that stable.
Sometimes I wish that there would be a potion for me to drink in order to erase all bad memories that I carry with me as a reminder of my pathetic life.
Sometimes I wish that someone would be able to take me by the hand and tell me to allow him/her to carry some of my burdens.
Sometimes I wish that someone could hug me and ask me to release my pent up sadness, anger and disappointments all out.
Sometimes I wish that no one in life has ever betrayed my trust. I really want to fully trust someone and depend him/her in times of need. I want to that someone to be my wall to lean on whenever I feel too tired or weak to continue fight my battles of life.
Sometimes I wish that my life wasn't that fucked up.
Sometimes I wish that my life wasn't that complicated.
Sometimes I wish for simplicity.
Most of all, I wish for a better future and life from this day forth.

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