Leaving In Less Than 24hours

As I embark on my trip tomorrow, I pray with all my heart sincerely that:
May God bless my trip to be safe and peaceful
May God allow me to sort out my thoughts and return with a clearer mind during this trip
May God give me strength to let go of my sadness during this trip
May God guide me not to get lost in Melbourne when I am alone exploring places
May God heal my deep wounds and regain my own confidence to bravely face the challenges when I am back from this trip
May God let me enjoy my birthday on 12th May whilst on the trip to Great Ocean Road
May God distract my mood and time on 10th May
Amen.

*Goodbye Baku (I pray this the last time I would ever address you in this way). Hopefully when I am back, I would have the stronger determination to face the divorce. I know you have moved on without me and perhaps, even eager to get rid of me but, I do hope you will leave me alone until I am brave enough to proceed with the inevitable divorce with you*