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Sunday, November 7, 2010

Paid For My Mistakes Dearly

At times, I do wonder if I hadn't made that silly, stupid mistake, would I be happier now?
I wonder if I hadn't commit that error of playfulness, would my life would so badly affected?
I wonder if I hadn't made that particular mistake, would he have used it against me rendering me speechless and hurt.
I miss the old you and sometimes hate the new you. But it is something I must accept indefinetely 'cause I made a mistake that changed everything...


"I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now"

4 comments:

Clarice said...

hnmmmmmm.... ur lao gong is still harping over that incident??

Mint + Bitter Chocolate = Heaven said...

He doesnt harp on it now but it is juz my own guilty conscience and random thinking over certain types of show plots...

Clarice said...

well if ur hubby doesn't even feel that way now perhaps u should try to let it go. what's happened, happened. :)

Mint + Bitter Chocolate = Heaven said...

there is always something or someone that makes it hard to forget and to let it all go...