Envious...

Someone at the age of 35 would be soon promoted to be the ADN (Assistant Director of Nursing). Wow! Most ADNs are like in their late forties, fifties or even near 60... Here is someone who has her Masters and already is an APN ( Advance Practice Nurse), which is already a big deal these days. By 1 July she would officially be promoted to a position much desired and fought for by many nurses. A position which brings envy to many people. It is also commented that she would be the youngest ADN known. How cool is that?
I wonder where my career be when I am 35? Probably still a pathetic SSN ( Senior Staff Nurse) and at most maybe a NC (Nurse Clinician) or NM ( Nurse Manager). I can't see myself anywhere near being an APN, so don't talk about being an ADN. Anyway, I doubt I would have the capabilities like her to move up the corporate ladder so quickly. She was barely an APN for 2 years!!!
However, due to the constant grooming and sponsorship of KK, she is bonded to KK for the rest of her life, much akin to selling her life, soul and body to KK. This something I kind of dislike: being tied down to an organization with no chance of searching for a higher salaried job in the private section, which also has quite a fast track of promotion if you have a glib tongue.
Anyway, I won't see myself getting a degree or Masters, 'cause I know I am not that capable as compared to my peers... I am destined to a small fly at work... Someone who is replacable and of no importance to the organization...