Me, A Cupid

Recently, been trying to match my Primary School best friend with my wedding photographer. So far, they have already been sms-ing each other and even dated once last Sunday. Cool...

I really hope the make it into a relationship. I guess age shouldn't be a factor in stopping true love, as long as the guy is mature enough to handle a relationship like a proper man and shows proper responsibilities to maintain the relationship. It would total futile to have a guy much older than you but yet handles relationship matters like an adolescent.

Anyway, had an arguement with my husband on Saturday and I totally hate it when we argue, 'cause all the nasty words would come out from him to piss me off furthur. Sometimes the words can be also very hurting. However, when time is given to cool off, he always manages to apologize with words or actions to melt my heart. Guess different people react differently when they are angry, only to regret it later. Talk of EQ maturity, eh?

Don't seem to get it why I am always so soft hearted towards him. This kind of situation happened in the past with any of my ex-boyfriends, I would have already insulted him, left, right and centre asking they to go fly kite. Perhaps, being fully committed and now progressed on in marriage life has made me force myself to be more tolerant of him. Wonder, when would my patience with him run out one day... Of course, I am hoping that day doesn't come but still, just thinking of how sometimes we have communication break downs and how he treats me when he is angry just annoys me. Tried reasoning it with him few times to make him see how I feel when hurtful words are hurled at me, yes, he apologizes, however, the same thing happens when he is annoyed again.

Love sometimes does hurt, doesn't it?