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Wednesday, January 14, 2009

No One Understands

My husband commented that I am very petty towards his mother and even has been grumbling about wanting me to move back soon as he doesn't feel comfortable staying at my place. When I told him that if he wishes to go back, he could go ahead but I am staying put at my own house, he said I would suffer without him. Haiz... Such sarcasm from him. True, I may have problems waking up early and that I may feel lonely at night but other than that, I would be fine...

He said I am too hard on his mother for wanting her to apologize me and said I am being cruel for making her lose face by apologizing her. What he can't understand is that his mother had also make me lose face in front of the PRC woman by screaming at me and chasing me out the house. He doesn't understand how paiseh and embarrassed I was feeling to be humilated and asked to never step into that house ever again. That is one dressing-down I will not forget.

CNY is coming and I am not sure what may happen next, for one thing I know is that I wouldn't make up with my mother in law unless she apologizes to me and let that PRC woman witness my home-coming with my mother in law apologizing to me. It is the only way I can gain back my humilated pride and injured ego.

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