Weekend Back At Sengkang

Been 2 weeks since I had a tiff with my mum in law and yet, I am still mad at her. Guess this time, she has really gotten on my nerve.
Anyway, went back with my husband to stay on Saturday night at his place as we wanted to watch WWE on his cable TV. However, I did warn him if his mum is hostile or heard complaining about me to anyone, be it on the phone or in person, I won't hesitate to make him and his mum lose face. I also did verbalize that I am still furious about her biasness and prejudice against me. He reassured that his mum wouldn't provoke me if I don't provoke her. Good, let things stay this way.
True enough, I didn't bother to communicate with her neither did I even give her any eye contact. I just treated her as invisible and didn't even greet her as I entered the house. The mere sight of her just pisses me off right now.
My husband challenged me to stay mad at her for 1 yr or more and I told him, we will see how. For now, let things remain this way. I am not sure if this attitude would affect my marriage next year but I am really unhappy about the way she has chosen to handle things to be biased against me. I also did told my husband that even if chose to go back to his mum, I don't blame him but don't expect me to nice to her as long as I am still mad at her.
If he ain't able to understand this fact, then he isn't fit to be my man, right?

My Best Buds

Was digging and looking through some old photos & found this neocard. Cheers to 11yrs of friendship and many more years to come.

My New Workplace

New place, new name, new department

The Conclusion

My husband went back to own home last evening and had a talk with his mum. The conclusion was that he decided to stay my place during the weekdays and return back for the weekends. It is like our roles all exchanged.
He also witnessed the hamster climbing out the cage itself cleverly and thus, it is proven that the PRC was innocent. This should her even more 'prideful' after this incident.
However, I told him that I was still sore about his mum 'chasing' me out of her house, acusing me of hitting her son that night when I did not, being biased towards the PRC woman and even telling me that I am not welcomed in her house anymore. Guess I am really fed up this time with all the attitude change towards me from my mum in law ever since the PRC woman was in the picture. I don't ask for much, just some form of fairness or at least don't show all the prejudice as well as biasness so obviously. It is totally not fair to me.
Anyway, I would be slightly happier back at my own home. At least I need not put up with biasness or anyone who decides to be nasty and sabotage my stuff. I also need not see the cocky look on that PRC woman's face that she has won the battle. I still don't think she is as innocent as everyone thinks she is.

Back @ Mum's Place With Husband

In summary:
- PRC woman let my hamster out and let it go missing
- Refuses to admit to it
- All evidence is against her everyone is 'siding' her saying no eyewitness
- A quarrel breaks out between my husband and me
- His father had to get involve and tell a lie so that I would think that he was the one who let out the hamster. However, when confronted and proven that he was lying to side the PRC woman, he was left speechless.
- His father mocked at me saying that I am childish to be making a big fuss over a lost hamster and all I had to do is just simply buy a new one.
- I decided to move back to my parents' place.
- My husband decides to follow me as he could understand my fury and frustrations.
- As I was shifting the bag to pack the stuff back, the mother jumped to conclusion that I had hit her son due to a loud thud when the bag dropped on the floor and shouted at me thinking that I had hurt her son.
- When she realized that she had accused wrongly, she didn't apologize.
- My husband told her we are moving to my parents' place, she started chasing us out of the house by asking us to leave and get lost.
- She told my husband to leave me and never to contact me.
- She also told me never to step into their house ever again and I am not welcomed in their house.
- In the end, my husband surrendered his house key and left his home with me.

Now, he is one grouchy and grumpy man. Trust me, he would go back to his mum soon (he is a mummy's boy and is close to his mum) and my marriage would be over all thanks to his mother. I am pretty sure she would try her best to brain-wash him to divorce him and to leave me. She would use her 'drama' of crying as well as wanting to commit suicide to win her son back to her side. Thus, I would soon be back to square one again, after much drama and patience to salvage my marriage. Congrats Amelia nice try to maintaining your marriage painstakingly only to end up with a divorce in the end. *Haiz*
Anyway, well, let's say if he really does leave me or divorce me because of his mum's brain-washing, I would say he is not worth being my husband to protect me as he would not be able to differentiate who is in the right and who is in the wrong. On the other hand, some may say: you could have many spouses in your life but only one mother.

New Workplace

Had a glimpse of my future workplace today when the Assistant Director of the Nursing Division showed my colleague and I the work area, which is currently undergoing the last minute renovation works.
Of course, the place is beautiful, spacious, more posh, more sunlight and much more conducive for chemotherapy to take place for patients. They get personal LCD TV, headphones and own space + 'privacy', which is good.
It is much bigger than my current work area. Bigger work space = more patients = more work = more stuff to be done = more efforts needed to de-stress. BUT, no increase in manpower. Currently, we are dealing with 20 patients maximum per day but once we move over to the new area, we would be dealing with 38 maximum per day with just 2 nurses. GREAT! Imagine, 2 nurses dealing with 38 patients per day... I will just die of exhaustion.
Anyway, like it or not, we are moving up. With effect of 9 Dec 2008 would no longer be known as GCC (Gynae Cancer Centre) staff but WDTC (Women Day Therapy Centre) staff. With the recent economy crisis, guess I wouldn't be running anywhere until the economy is better.
Just keeping my fingers crossed that KK would be able to find another nurse to help us. Ain't going to be easy. It is already hard to find a nurse willing to touch chemotherapy drugs, what more now most people are waiting for their bonuses and will only tender their resignation in January 2009. Thus, by the time we can find a nurse willing to cope with this huge workload would be earliest by Feb 2009.
Till now... Good Luck To Myself and My Colleague.

我是真的付出我的爱

别走开给我一个时间对你说爱
手触着心缓缓呼吸
深深地感觉心在说我爱你
哦宝贝给我一个时间对你说爱
用我的心化做星星
填满你寂寞的夜里
从来不曾有过这样的感觉
迫切渴望拥有每一个永远
就让转动的世界停留在眼前
让我对你说对你说
我是真的付出我的爱
从今以后不会再更改
哦让我拥有你到未来
我是真的付出我的爱
从今以后就不会再更改
让我拥有你全部的爱
别走开给我一个时间对你说爱
手触着心缓缓呼吸
深深地感觉心在说我爱你
哦宝贝给我一个时间对你说爱
用我的心化做星星
填满你寂寞的夜里
从来不曾有过这样的感觉
迫切渴望拥有每一个永远
就让转动的世界停留在眼前
让我对你说对你说
我是真的付出我的爱
从今以后不会再更改
哦让我拥有你到未来
我是真的付出我的爱
从今以后就不会再更改
让我拥有你全部的爱
我是真的付出我的爱
从今以后不会再更改
哦让我拥有你到未来
我是真的付出我的爱
从今以后就不会再更改
让我拥有你全部的爱

Coach Wristlet

A new collection added to my Coach 'obesession'. Hopefully this obesession wouldn't make me broke. Haha...

Beautiful Lyrics

I only wanna be the man
to give you everything I can
every day and every night
love you for all my life.
I don't wanna change the world
as long as you're my girl
it's more than enough,
just to be the man you love.

If my husband would ever say such words to me, I would be floating on cloud nine dreamily... Lost in transition...