My heartfelt cries goes out to Vanessa... She must be upset deep down in her heart with regards to what happened recrently or should I say final episode of yesterday. Heartbreaking.
He didn't seem to be that sort of guy when I met him before twice. Neither did anyone of them showed signs of relationship distress. Vanessa never did once talk about these problems before and suddenly she tells me all the flaws of him. They were like this ideal love birds, twittering in love, embracing each other and getting touchy over each other. I was envious of her. But what hidden was an ungentlemenly, MCP attitude and a girlfriend too matured for him.
If he wasn't ready to commit, why bother to even court my dearest friend?
If he wasn't ready for a mature relationship, why does he even want to go for older women?
If he was looking for a 2nd mother to lay down on, I would rather him go fly kite!
Anyways, guess looks can be decieving, actions can also be rather decieving... Happy couples on outside not necessarily mean both parties are truly happy on the inside. My once envy for her has now turned to heart felt sadness for her. I know she is the stronger among us 'sisters' but she too is a woman- a woman who had been just disappointed and betrayed in love.
May my both 'sisters' find themselves the right guy and a guy man enough to love them, treasure them, cherish them and commit to them whole-heartedly to make me envy them once again.
Although, my marriage life is not difference from my pre-marital life, I am satisfied and content. May God bless my 'sisters' and I to find happiness in love one day.
About Me

- Mint + Bitter Chocolate = Heaven
- Just the blunt and honest me. Just someone who needs to air her inner most feelings and thoughts. Just a female who suffers from a crazy life journey, with lots of ups and down in her life. Just another moronic human being who wishes for peace and serenity in life one day.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Sunday, June 28, 2009
喜欢两个人
没必要回想刚刚下大雨的黄昏
此刻夜空只有美丽的星辰
走过了甜酸各一半的旅程
我单薄的心才能变得丰盛
心会累爱会冷
这是感情必经的过程
只是有人就放弃
也有人愿意再等
等一个发现等一个感动让爱再沸腾
就算很在乎自尊
我们依赖彼此不得不承认
放弃自由喜欢两个人
绑住的两个人
互不相让还是相爱分享一生
不爱热闹喜欢两个人
就我们两个人
在腐不安世界里找到安稳
有时候关心就是交换一个眼神
抚慰就是暖暖紧紧的拥吻
疼爱是不讲理也让我几分
体贴是偶而准你不像情人
心会累爱会冷
这是感情必经的过程
只是有人就放弃
也有人愿意再等
等一个发现等一个感动让爱再沸腾
就算很在乎自尊
我们依赖彼此不得不承认
放弃自由喜欢两个人
绑住的两个人
互不相让还是相爱分享一生
不爱热闹喜欢两个人
就我们两个人
在腐不安世界里找到安稳
在不安世界里找到安稳
此刻夜空只有美丽的星辰
走过了甜酸各一半的旅程
我单薄的心才能变得丰盛
心会累爱会冷
这是感情必经的过程
只是有人就放弃
也有人愿意再等
等一个发现等一个感动让爱再沸腾
就算很在乎自尊
我们依赖彼此不得不承认
放弃自由喜欢两个人
绑住的两个人
互不相让还是相爱分享一生
不爱热闹喜欢两个人
就我们两个人
在腐不安世界里找到安稳
有时候关心就是交换一个眼神
抚慰就是暖暖紧紧的拥吻
疼爱是不讲理也让我几分
体贴是偶而准你不像情人
心会累爱会冷
这是感情必经的过程
只是有人就放弃
也有人愿意再等
等一个发现等一个感动让爱再沸腾
就算很在乎自尊
我们依赖彼此不得不承认
放弃自由喜欢两个人
绑住的两个人
互不相让还是相爱分享一生
不爱热闹喜欢两个人
就我们两个人
在腐不安世界里找到安稳
在不安世界里找到安稳
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Saturday, June 20, 2009
NDP Tickets
Collected my NDP tickets today. It is my Father's Day present for my dad... :) Although it is kind of F.O.C, it is still something that he is very excited to watch. For the past few years, he has been bugging me asking how to win NDP tickets, thus, this year, I finally won 2 tickets and so he can go watch it with my mum. Somemore, it is the actual day tickets! I am so lucky!
Friday, June 19, 2009
If...
If I had given you a second chance, would you treasure it?
If I told you that I waited for you, would you believe me?
If I invited you to my wedding, would you attend?
If I told you I was getting married, would you care?
If I asked you how are you getting along in life, would you say the truth?
If I said I am happily married, would you be happy for me too?
You said you didn't want us to contact anymore 'cause it is a sad ending to our relationship. But you didn't even give me a second chance to reconcile.
You kept me waiting aimlessly. Although, you did show your jealousy years ago but you never said a word when asked.
Now I that I know that you are happy somewhere out there, I am happy for you and hope you are happy for me too...
If I told you that I waited for you, would you believe me?
If I invited you to my wedding, would you attend?
If I told you I was getting married, would you care?
If I asked you how are you getting along in life, would you say the truth?
If I said I am happily married, would you be happy for me too?
You said you didn't want us to contact anymore 'cause it is a sad ending to our relationship. But you didn't even give me a second chance to reconcile.
You kept me waiting aimlessly. Although, you did show your jealousy years ago but you never said a word when asked.
Now I that I know that you are happy somewhere out there, I am happy for you and hope you are happy for me too...
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Collection Of Wedding Pictures
Friday, June 12, 2009
15th June 2009
Although I don't know and don't wish to know how you are doing or where you are right now in life... Happy Birthday!
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