My heartfelt cries goes out to Vanessa... She must be upset deep down in her heart with regards to what happened recrently or should I say final episode of yesterday. Heartbreaking.
He didn't seem to be that sort of guy when I met him before twice. Neither did anyone of them showed signs of relationship distress. Vanessa never did once talk about these problems before and suddenly she tells me all the flaws of him. They were like this ideal love birds, twittering in love, embracing each other and getting touchy over each other. I was envious of her. But what hidden was an ungentlemenly, MCP attitude and a girlfriend too matured for him.
If he wasn't ready to commit, why bother to even court my dearest friend?
If he wasn't ready for a mature relationship, why does he even want to go for older women?
If he was looking for a 2nd mother to lay down on, I would rather him go fly kite!
Anyways, guess looks can be decieving, actions can also be rather decieving... Happy couples on outside not necessarily mean both parties are truly happy on the inside. My once envy for her has now turned to heart felt sadness for her. I know she is the stronger among us 'sisters' but she too is a woman- a woman who had been just disappointed and betrayed in love.
May my both 'sisters' find themselves the right guy and a guy man enough to love them, treasure them, cherish them and commit to them whole-heartedly to make me envy them once again.
Although, my marriage life is not difference from my pre-marital life, I am satisfied and content. May God bless my 'sisters' and I to find happiness in love one day.
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oh dear... i must have been away offline too long... i hope vanessa is OK! what happened to her?
Dun worry dearies =) I'm stronger than that, and i know i have to be. Let's just say that these 4 years were bittersweet, and i'm glad that i learnt so much from this r/s. it hurts still, since its been barely a week since we broke up, but i'm also glad that this break up taught me important lessons about people and myself, and more importantly what i want out of my quality r/s. Pengli is a born party animal, and he cannot afford to be bogged down by any commitments - not yet anyway, since he thrives on social attention and belonging. So if this is the life he wants to lead, then as a friend, i suppose he deserves my fullest support,even tho we were not meant to be in the end. =)
hey vanessa, i heard about it from ame... besides hoping u are OK, i am glad to see that you can reason everything out logically and sensibly, which is good. it is sad, and hurtful when it's not meant to be in the end, however, it probably signifies that u deserve a possibly better destiny. no matter what happens, you get my support. correction, OUR support. i'm sure ur friends and family will stand by ur side! :)
it will hurt a lot during this healing process but i hope you stay strong. neverthelss i know u have a strong personality and u will be fine. pls beat my time taken for the 'healing process'! u'll definitely win hands down! :)
take care dear!!
Hmm... I took nearly 6yrs to move on from 'him' but he still holds like funny place in my heart. Once in a while, I would still ponder abt him (as a fren), praying that he is happy + safe.
Although, he has probably forgotten abt me or doesnt treat me as a fren, I still kinda care for him as a fren.
CW, I am sure Vanessa is far much better than me... So in no end, she would start boogie-ing again and move on to a better new guy who truly deserves her...
well i hope so too! i wish my sisters well.
for u, ame, u are far better than me though.
I've been hanging out a LOT lately. WAHAHAHA~! =D
CW: how so am I far better than you when I took 6yrs to forget a feeling for someone but still kinda ponder abt him once in a while???
Vanessa: don't forget to hang with me next friday @ 7pm... :)
hmmm... what i meant was better off in the current situation. people tend to think what they've been through is always far worse than another person's so no point comparing i guess...
*offers each one of you a big teddybear!* =)
Ok... give me the teddy bear hug this Friday when we meet ok?
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