Haiz, perhaps I learn to be more heartless and considerate to those who doesn't appreciate my efforts as well as my kindness to get them out of trouble...
For the past few months, since I have been transferred to a new department and 'separated' from GCC, GCC staff has been making lots of blunders and errors to hinder the smooth process of chemotherapy. Instead of making a big fuss, Mari (my ex-partner) and I would take the effort to go down personally down to GCC to resolve the issue as well as talk to the respective mistake-maker to rectify things. Sometimes, we would even speak to their deputised 'manager' to work things out. The reason we do that is so they, we could save the staff who makes the mistake from being scolded or de-moralized by the GCC manager who can be quite nasty when annoyed. Mari and I knows the negative traits of this manager and don't wish any of our ex-colleague to be chided or given long lectures during daily roll-calls.
Mari and I also didn't even voice any displeasure to our new manager and superior to minimise any 'communication' within the management level. We just trouble-shoot the errors, amend any issues and keep it within ourselves and the staff who made the errors.
Instead, recently, the feedback we heard is that 'Mari and Amelia is too free and trying to find fault with GCC staff...' and 'Ask Mari and Amelia to remember where they came from and that they were once GCC staff also...' The worst part is we were once told to flag out any errors to their manager directly but we haven't done that, as we were kind enough to spare anyone from poor appraisals or long scoldings from their manager. Now this the sort of remarks we are facing...
Now Mari has left and resigned. It is about time, I do something to save my own troubles of being misunderstood when I am trying to be nice to people who don't appreciate it. It is sad to be misunderstood constantly in life. It is disappointing to know that your own efforts to save others from trouble has all gone down the drain.
It ain't easy clearing someone's mess or shit and to keep mum about it to any higher authorities, however, I am still being accused of being difficult and picky. Since, GCC staff don't appreciate the efforts being made to prevent them from being scolded or marked down for their appraisals, then, I will be truly nasty and difficult.
Today, I made a list of troubles that GCC has been creating, reported it to my manager and Assistant Director of Nursing. The manager has since typed an email to the GCC manager, 'reminding' her to take note of the hiccups that her staff has created. Looks like roll-call on Monday would be at least 1.5hrs long and God bless those staff involved...
Don't blame me... It is time people at GCC know what a BITCH this Amelia can be when provoked...
Think I shall also apply theory to those who fails to appreciate me or my kind efforts...
About Me
- Mint + Bitter Chocolate = Heaven
- Just the blunt and honest me. Just someone who needs to air her inner most feelings and thoughts. Just a female who suffers from a crazy life journey, with lots of ups and down in her life. Just another moronic human being who wishes for peace and serenity in life one day.
Friday, February 6, 2009
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
95 days more...
Feelings for my upcoming wedding:
- scared
- fear
- excited
- anxious
- jittery
PS: my colleague has left me, thus, I am doing double workload with the same amount of pay :(
- scared
- fear
- excited
- anxious
- jittery
PS: my colleague has left me, thus, I am doing double workload with the same amount of pay :(
Friday, January 30, 2009
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Ultimate Coward
Went out to Pasir Ris Park today to help some final year students with their filming project to in memory to a cancer patient who has passed on in life. However, the day ended being ruined by some Malay childish punk. Why do I say that? Here is what happened...
This punk and his 2 friends were squealing like babies while being on the swing and were 'disturbing' us doing an emotional scene, where we were trying to capture the life of this demised cancer patient. Thus, one of the student went up to this Malay punk to seek his cooperation but he turned nasty and almost quarrelled with this student. His friend manages to stop him and moved on to other stuff. We thought this issue was over...
When we were about to leave 2 hours later, this same Malay guy came up and asked to talk to that student. First, he did apologized for being rude towards her earlier BUT he ended up demanding for that student to give the name of school she was from and threatened to lodge a complain against her for being rude towards him earlier as he said he didn't want to accept her earlier apology. This poor student ended apologizing to this punk again but he still tried to intimidate this student using vulgarities as well as the 'f' word. He kept saying not to infuriate him as he is somebody out there. He also stated that although he wears t-shirt and jeans doesn't mean he is a nobody. Finally, I can't stand it no more and began to start defending for the student. He of course thought he could push me around and using the 'f' word on me, I firmly told him to stop using that word before I report him to a police. I warned him to back off otherwise I wouldn't hesitate to call the police. Indeed, he challenged me to call police verbalizing that he ain't scared of the police as he is a somebody.
I made the call to the police right under his nose and even reported our location and that my friends and I are being threatened by a guy who is using vulgarities at us. Soon after that call was made, that Malay punk started to make excuses that he needed to leave as he and his friends were hungry and needed to eat their lunch. Then, he left... Coward!
Such people thinks that just because he is guy with tattoos and scars over his upper and lower limbs, we females would be intimidated and not know our rights.
Can't understand such people who attempts to boost their egos only to flee the moment they hear that the police is on their way.
Haiz... such cowards... such males without balls yet wanna act tough. How disappointing!
Of course I know that he might strike and assault us but that would be to his disadvantage ultimately due to the eye witnesses of other park goers. Anyway, I doubt he would dare to strike us based on his fear of police. Haha...
PS: Tomorrow would be my last day of rest before I head back to work on Monday... Guess my next leave would be in May, few days before my big day...
This punk and his 2 friends were squealing like babies while being on the swing and were 'disturbing' us doing an emotional scene, where we were trying to capture the life of this demised cancer patient. Thus, one of the student went up to this Malay punk to seek his cooperation but he turned nasty and almost quarrelled with this student. His friend manages to stop him and moved on to other stuff. We thought this issue was over...
When we were about to leave 2 hours later, this same Malay guy came up and asked to talk to that student. First, he did apologized for being rude towards her earlier BUT he ended up demanding for that student to give the name of school she was from and threatened to lodge a complain against her for being rude towards him earlier as he said he didn't want to accept her earlier apology. This poor student ended apologizing to this punk again but he still tried to intimidate this student using vulgarities as well as the 'f' word. He kept saying not to infuriate him as he is somebody out there. He also stated that although he wears t-shirt and jeans doesn't mean he is a nobody. Finally, I can't stand it no more and began to start defending for the student. He of course thought he could push me around and using the 'f' word on me, I firmly told him to stop using that word before I report him to a police. I warned him to back off otherwise I wouldn't hesitate to call the police. Indeed, he challenged me to call police verbalizing that he ain't scared of the police as he is a somebody.
I made the call to the police right under his nose and even reported our location and that my friends and I are being threatened by a guy who is using vulgarities at us. Soon after that call was made, that Malay punk started to make excuses that he needed to leave as he and his friends were hungry and needed to eat their lunch. Then, he left... Coward!
Such people thinks that just because he is guy with tattoos and scars over his upper and lower limbs, we females would be intimidated and not know our rights.
Can't understand such people who attempts to boost their egos only to flee the moment they hear that the police is on their way.
Haiz... such cowards... such males without balls yet wanna act tough. How disappointing!
Of course I know that he might strike and assault us but that would be to his disadvantage ultimately due to the eye witnesses of other park goers. Anyway, I doubt he would dare to strike us based on his fear of police. Haha...
PS: Tomorrow would be my last day of rest before I head back to work on Monday... Guess my next leave would be in May, few days before my big day...
Monday, January 26, 2009
Happy Niu Year
My CNY nails for 2009! My last year of recieving ang baos... Not that I am complaining but also kinda sad that I have to start giving out ang baos next year on...
Friday, January 23, 2009
107 Days Away
- my mother in law apologized
- asked me back for reunion dinner
- asked me to let bygones be bygones
- felt quite sore but kind of moved by her sincerity to at least apologize to me(too soft-hearted).
PS: I still staying my own place as I think she ought to be asking me back to stay anyway too... Am I too demanding?
- asked me back for reunion dinner
- asked me to let bygones be bygones
- felt quite sore but kind of moved by her sincerity to at least apologize to me(too soft-hearted).
PS: I still staying my own place as I think she ought to be asking me back to stay anyway too... Am I too demanding?
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Sneak Peek
Went to collect my wedding studio and outdoor pictures today... Here's one of the lot... The rest would be revealled on 10 May 2009 evening at my wedding dinner...
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