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Just the blunt and honest me. Just someone who needs to air her inner most feelings and thoughts. Just a female who suffers from a crazy life journey, with lots of ups and down in her life. Just another moronic human being who wishes for peace and serenity in life one day.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Channel 'U'

Was being filmed by Channel U TV crew today, all thanks to a patient, who was selected to be featured in their TV show due in March. Wow, first time having all these recording equipments so near to me. Scary and nervous lor. Didnt expect myself to be the one who would be attending to the patient. Mari was shy and backed out. Huduh was specificallly instructed not to attend to the patient by NM Catherine, this, left only me...

Haiz... I think I would look very ugly lor... Fat and pimples on my face...

Anyway, I am going to start taking OCP (oral contraceptive pills) to regulate my menses as well as to avoid having my menses on my wedding day. Can't imagine having menses on my big day, so troublesome and messy lor...

Have already came out with the table sitting list for my kiv wedding guests... 4mths more...
Half wishing it to come faster, yet wish it doesn't come so fast as I haven't settle issues with my mother in law and I don't wish to be a face black black bride...

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

No One Understands

My husband commented that I am very petty towards his mother and even has been grumbling about wanting me to move back soon as he doesn't feel comfortable staying at my place. When I told him that if he wishes to go back, he could go ahead but I am staying put at my own house, he said I would suffer without him. Haiz... Such sarcasm from him. True, I may have problems waking up early and that I may feel lonely at night but other than that, I would be fine...

He said I am too hard on his mother for wanting her to apologize me and said I am being cruel for making her lose face by apologizing her. What he can't understand is that his mother had also make me lose face in front of the PRC woman by screaming at me and chasing me out the house. He doesn't understand how paiseh and embarrassed I was feeling to be humilated and asked to never step into that house ever again. That is one dressing-down I will not forget.

CNY is coming and I am not sure what may happen next, for one thing I know is that I wouldn't make up with my mother in law unless she apologizes to me and let that PRC woman witness my home-coming with my mother in law apologizing to me. It is the only way I can gain back my humilated pride and injured ego.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Forecast 2009

Pigs (1911, 1923, 1935, 1947, 1959, 1971, 1983, 1995) who have are already in a relationship might suddenly get married in the year of the OX, married Pigs on the other hand, might get pregnant. There are quite a number of powerful lucky stars shining on the Pig in 2009 which will favorably influence love luck and career luck. However, there also some unlucky stars like Gu Chen, Hui Qi and Jie Sha, that will make the Pig feel restless with mood swings and he will easily get frustrated. He should also be prepared all the time this year of the ox 2009.

Tai Yang, one of the lucky stars, implies that the Pig will be able to get help from powerful male people, and those having a business with a male partner will also enjoy better luck this year. For the single female Pig, Tai Yang would bring good luck to her in terms of love relationship. She is encouraged to travel to distant places to find better love luck and career luck since the star Tai Yang also signifies outbound energy. The female Pig will also be successful in developing a long-term relationship.

Other lucky stars, like Yue Tang which implies realization of potential and clear logical thinking could bring a good year for those in strategic planning and creative industries, also for those engaged in clerical jobs. With the star Tai Tang, together with Yue Tang which symbolizes recognition and appreciation, the year of the Ox would definitely bring good luck in career for the Pig, as he can also expect many joyful events with the help of another lucky star Tian Xi.

Unfortunately, the loneliness star Gu Chen can make the Pig feel emotionally distressed. Together with another unlucky star Hui Qi, the Pig could feel more alienated. This could mean that he might not get along well with everyone as he will be having trouble with poor communication. Jie Sha, the star of frustrations and difficulties, signifies that the Pig would encounter trials and difficulties before finally succeeding. This in spite of the help of influential males in his or her career. It is therefore advised that the Pig should persevere

Saturday, January 10, 2009

4 Months More & A Midnight Movie


Just came back from a midnight movie with my husband, watched Red Cliff Part 2. Not so boring as part 1 and it is much better as well as exciting than part 1. Nice 2hrs and 20mins spent, anticipating the grand ending on how the war was won.

4 more months to success! Counting down month by month, hoping nothing would hinder it anymore...

Friday, January 9, 2009

Mad 2 Days Of My Life...

08/01/2009:
One patient wrote in a complain about my colleague and me... Here is what she wrote-"Amelia has to be more graceful when she walks or moves around, she looks to be more of a car mechanic or a house renovator than a nurse, the other hand, Mari (my colleague) got to grow taller (my colleague is 1.52m).

09/01/2009:
On my way to Bugis mrt after alighting from a bus...
man (in a Honky accent): are you a nurse?!
me: yeah, why?
man (hostilely): you gotta give me 6 dollars!
me: huh? what?
man (still hostile): I want 6 dollars to go back home!!!!
me: I don't have, sorry, I am in a rush...
man (start grabbing my uniform): you got to give me 6 dollars now!
me: if you don't let go, I will scream for molest. Let go!
man (starts shaking me by my uniform sleeves): I want 6 dollars!!!
me (brushes him off and walked away)
*by then everyone was staring at him and me... so embarrassing...

Sunday, January 4, 2009

1st Movie Of 2009


The 1st movie I have watched of 2009.It was a midnight sneak preview and will officially be in cinemas on 8 Jan 2009. Nice but quite violent.
The next show I would like to watch would be Red Cliff (Part 2).

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Happy 2009


May 2009 be a kinder year to me.
May 2009 be a better year for those around me.
May 2009 bring me more happiness than sadness.
May 2009 be a much blessed year for me and my life...