Resolutions for 2015

As 2014 comes to a close soon, it is time to clear the cobwebs and move on to 2015 with some resolutions...
1) to build a loving and blissful home with my fiancé, turning husband in April
2) to have a happy and fulfilling marriage with my fiancé,  turning husband in April
3) parents to finally see that I have not made any rash decision and will be comfortable with my decision to marry my fiance as well as to start my life with him despite all the odds.
4 ) to have a successful wedding in April
5 ) to either change job with better prospects or to maintain in my current job with a pay raise

I have learnt to stop expecting too much as the disappointment may be greater. Hence, I have made simple resolutions and wishes for 2015.

May everything go smoothly for me in 2015. I have not have much peace since my divorce. The greatest blessing is my fiancé who understands and supports me through it all. Of course, there is also my God, who gave me the strength to survive all these nonsense and obstacles.

2 Days More To Christmas

There isn't any Christmas mood this year as my life is in a mess now. Messy in a good and bad way.

Good way:
I am busy preparing for my wedding photoshoot on Christmas day itself and hence, the start of Manicure, Pedicure, Facial Masking, Sea Salt Exfoliation and Shaving of unwanted hair would be left on 24th.
I am also packing up my room, preparing for the upcoming move to my new love-nest coming end Jan or early Feb 2015. Imagine the amount of stuff I have to pack and donate out to the Salvation Army.

Bad:
My parents are starting to find fault with me for not informing my fiance's parents on my status of being a divorcee and for intending to hide this from them. It got so bad that I had a major argument with my dad, who in turn is giving me the cold war and probably intending to not be one of the witnesses for the ROM. My mum is obviously on his side (as usual), afterall she is the one who wanted my dad to talk to me about this issue.
Another thing is financially I am nearly drained with all the payments for the wedding as well as house preparations.

Oh well, all the sacrifices I always make in name of love. Hopefully this time round, my love life and marriage would be a successful one. I am not looking for perfection but simple bliss and comfort with basic necessities met.

Literally 4 months before my ROM. Just hope no more hiccups or drastic changes again. Seriously don't understand why my life has to be full of downfalls and failures in the past 5-6 years? Never had the liberty to enjoy few months of peacefulness at one shot.

Big Commitment Financially Henceforth

Tomorrow, as I sign away my CPF for the next 25 years, I pray that all would be smooth and the process of signing would be a success. May God remove all my fears, insecurities and uncertainties. It is going to be huge commitment henceforth just to be an owner of a house.

After tomorrow, after the purchase of a house, it would up to fiance and me to build a home. We had promised to build a loving, serene, comfortable and stable home for each another. May God bless this home of ours.

Amen.

December Has Arrived...

The last month of the year has arrived again. 
30 more days to end of 2014 and to welcome 2015.
24 more days to Christmas, which is also my bridal photo-shoot day.

I didn't have much achievements this year except that I was promoted, then after 6-7 months of being in the new position, I switched to another clinic to help setup as well as stabilize the new clinic's running and operational matters,

My fiance got his dream job and although there were quite a number of hiccups throughout the year, he is still coping well and happy with his new occupation. Income has also stabilize for him too. That is a good thing.

Shall take the next few weeks left for 2014 to make new goals for 2015. Till then, will be busy with HDB appointment, bridal appointments and hunting for wedding & home decorations.