Happiness is...

What is happiness to me as a kid....
- able to play with the kids I want
- able to watch my tv shows without doing my homework
- able to go on car rides with my dad
- able to walk to Esso with my dad for an ice-cream and back home again in the middle of the night
- growing up to gain my own freedom

What is happiness to me as a teenager...
- able to get good grades for my Literature, English and F&N
- able to wear sexy clothes and be prettier than my cousin
- able to have go chalets and stay overnight away from home
- able to have constant attention from guys and flirt with them
- able to have my close friends to understand me
- to pursue my dreams to be a nurse and get my diploma

What is happiness to me as a young adult...
- have a stable job as a nurse, away from all the shit and politics
- clubbing at Zouk and having fun with alcoholic drinks
- have a guy who drives or at least owes a bike
- have a guy who loves me and have fun with me
- getting married to the guy I love and having his kids
- owing my own house
- have endless cash to buy my luxury bags and jewelleries

What is happiness to me now...
- having a good career and holding a 'position' at work
- getting parental approval of my boyfriend cum fiance
- fiance to do well and have a stable income enough for us to buy a house
- having a boyfriend who is able to drive me to work and back home after dinner
- have endless cash to travel around whenever I like
- people who doesn't remind me that I am a divorcee due to a series of mistakes I made as a young adult
- settling down with my fiance to a better future

PS: When I was young, I wanted to grow up. When I am grown up now, I wished that I could return back to my toddler stage, where life was much simpler and less stressful.