SOMETIMES IT IS THE LYRICS OF A SONG THAT SPURS OLD MEMORIES

Say something I'm giving up on you
I'll be the one if you want me to
Anywhere I would have followed you

Say something I'm giving up on you
And I am feeling so small
It was over my head, I know nothing at all
And I will stumble and fall
I'm still learning to love, just starting to crawl

Say something I'm giving up on you
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Anywhere I would have followed you

Say something I'm giving up on you
And I will swallow my pride
You're the one that I love, and I'm saying goodbye

Say something I'm giving up on you
And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
And anywhere I would have followed you

Say something I'm giving up on you
Say something I'm giving up on you
Say something...
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I tried my best as your wife for 6 years to maintain a failing marriage, which ended up too painful for us to continue and had given up on you in April 2012.
Time for me to find and pursue my second chance at happiness with someone else who loves me much more than I love him.
Contemplating between 24.04.2014, 09.09.2014 or 09.09.2015 for the actual day that I sign on the dotted line to marriage for a second time. I know it is a risk that I would take again and marriage is always a gamble.
By the way, the good news is that my parents has more or less reluctantly accepted the fact that I would be standing firm on my decision (as always) to be his girlfriend, fiancee and future wife. This time, I am not marrying in a hurry neither am I marrying due to pride or to save face. I am marrying based on sound judgement that I would be definitely happier emotionally and mentally being with him. Life maybe slightly tougher after my marriage to him but I still believe that our love would tide us through nicely.
I still trust God to see us through this journey of love. Amen.
Will keep those interested in my life and its progress on this blog as well as via private messages. And for those not interested or those reading my blog for kapo-nism, you are still welcome, afterall this is a public blog and I have nothing to hide now. My life is nearly transparent and akin to an open book. Living with a clear conscience...