What Was Never Meant To Be Mine

Blogging this post while sitting in front of what was supposed to be my love-nest, however, it doesn't belong to me anymore. I have signed it back to HDB.
Something that I had looked forward to for the past 2-3years is finally done and built, but it isn't mine anymore. Something that I had been planning for the past 2-3years is finally ready, but yet, I am not owing it anymore. How disappointing is that?!
Today, I will walk in here for the first time and the last time. I want to know what I had to let go for my future happiness. I want to know what that guy has caused me to lose. Emotionally tormenting but yet reality.

Good-bye, Punggol Residence, Blk 271D, #08-549...