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Just the blunt and honest me. Just someone who needs to air her inner most feelings and thoughts. Just a female who suffers from a crazy life journey, with lots of ups and down in her life. Just another moronic human being who wishes for peace and serenity in life one day.

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Life Of Regrets

Been 28 years and 2 months since I have stepped foot on this planet, Earth. I am suddenly reminded of some stuff I did throughout my life as a human, which I truly regret and seriously wished I hadn't done. Some of these events changed my life for the worst and some that were minor wrong decisions made to serve as a learning lesson:
1) I wished I wouldn't have been so spiteful towards Ivan.
2) I wished I hadn't been so gullible to associate love = sex.
3) I wished I hadn't lose my virginity at the age of 15 to the wrong guy.
4) I wished I had remain single from 14-17 years old, waiting for his return instead of fooling around and getting myself hurt in love for nothing.
5) I wished I hadn't choose SGH as my first working place. Their management of staff totally sucks.
6) I wished I hadn't mess up my life with a married man at the age of 20-22 years old.
7) I wished I hadn't been so honest about my fling with that married man. It should have been my kept secret.
8) I wished I would have just conceived after my ROM instead of waiting for the 'right' time.
9) I wished I hadn't taken up my advanced diploma, especially with a bond. Been gullible yet again to trust the wrong company thinking that after my further studies, I would be promoted as promised.
10) I wished I would have more guts to confront certain issues that is bugging me and improve my current misery...

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