It is friday and tommorrow is CNY eve, normally as per other years before, I would be very excited about CNY. However, this year, I feel it like a normal day. Although I have bought my CNY clothes but I don't have that festive mood to go along with it... I associate this dullness with:
1) I have an assignment due straight after CNY
2) After CNY, I also have major presentations and exams
3) I don't feel like it is gonna be a good year
4) I am choosing not to eat reunion dinner with my own grandmother due to Jeff's family issue and I have seeked approval from my parents. (I was told, I was actually not SUPPOSED to eat with my grandmother 'cause I have married out anyway...)
5) CNY falls with V.day and thus, no V.day for me (Jeff has already said no V.day celebration this year as it clashes with CNY, unless I want CNY flowers as my V.day bouquet.)
6) $$$$$$$ fly as I have to start giving ang baos this year
Oh what a dreadful CNY it is gonna be... :(
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