Lucky In Love? Not Me.

I was reading my god-sister's post on her blog and realize she is also another unlucky soul suffering in love. She is not like my another god-sister happily and deeply in love.
It really makes me wonder, why some people can be so happily in love whilst others are in love but their soul cries practically every single night and day. These poor souls have to bear with all these sadness, pain and heart-wrenching experiences on a daily basis. When is enough really enough? When can these poor souls experience true happiness in love?
It is said that God made us to love one another and we are supposed to love our enemies too. So ain't love supposed to be a good thing? If yes, then why are there so many people I know that are unhappily in love? If love is a bad thing, then why did God ever created it?
I am 2 days away from losing my bet with God and I am more than ever determine to carry out my clauses to Him if I lose. I know someday, somehow I will regret it but I am really mad at Him. I am mad at Him for not allowing me to happy with the one I love, I am mad at Him for allowing all my BGR to fail, I am mad at Him for letting me fall in love but yet can't be truly happy. I am mad at Him for playing with my feelings and trust in Him. If He can't bring me joy and peace why should I continue to believe in Him anymore? If He can't carry out all his promises to his believers or aka 'children in christ' as stated in the bible, why should I continue to be fooled by Him?
I trusted in Him to bring me to the right man, the one whom is worthy of my undying love and He brought him into my life. Now for the past 1 yr, my love life is a total mess! My emotions has been placed in a roller coaster ride! My soul has been wrecked! Best of all, things are not even improving or near back to normal. What I wanted was simple wish to be loved by the right man and to come back to a loving husband, is that too much to be asking for? Such simple desire and yet God can't provide me... I don't see why I should allow Him to rule my life anymore.
I have stopped believing in the words written in the bible. I have stopped believing that God wants me to be happy. I have stopped trusting Him as my Lord, my Saviour, my Ruler, my Almighty One...
Yes, I am truly angry now, truly disappointed in Him...
If in 2 days, I don't see the results I want to see from Him, then it is goodbye to Christianity for me...